76 days has pass since i 1st met her . Her choice remain un-change and nvr did i took advantage of any situation like in BlackJack or Drinking. I rather have an honest answer and.... I did. No idea wat will happen frm now on but wish her all the best in her love-life and hopefully she can be wif someone she love. Today can dunt go dwn River Ang Bao but i'll juz go dwn and work since my plan has been shattered. Occupy myself wif work is one way i stop myself frm tinking so much. Once work is done... my mind will play tricks on me again. Today is Qi b-day gonna sms her now.. but tonite.. not sure if going dwn or not. Dun wanna see her for today, my heart is already hurting even while typing out this entry. Juz wanna let it cool dwn for my side.

This path is clear, there is no turning back now.