Bad day last nite at river ang bao. Sales was bad due to the rain, close both store early and was totally drenched. Wanted to go hme have a hot shower and slp but i did not, i allow myself to get hurt again.

'Void' is the Nxt word to be ban in my dictionary. Btw 'Whatever' is the 1st.

Been tinking where to brg her for 'V'-day and wat to get for her. Wanna make it a memorable one since she did not really had been in a real relationship .. but i dunt have much time to tink cos have to work and rest of the time i have left is for missing her. How? Day by day 'V'-day draws closer and time is ticking by the second. Muz make a decision soon..Arghh.. giving me a headach. Bla.. hate tis feeling. After last nite, i did not have anything left for me to worry. No need to go to any fancy resturant nor lavish gifts cos wat she needs wasnt tat. She has told me wad she truely needs ... and it wasnt me.

i gave u my 101% and it wasnt enough.